when Love and Failures collide
It started with a kiss, but then a few minutes later … we paused for a moment. In the middle of our talk, she cried . . i almost cried …but i held back my tears. I already knew na kelangan isa sa amin maging absorber for that moment. I needed to be strong. Yup, i didnt cry in front of her…..pagdating ko sa house dun ako umiyak. I cried coz I am seeing her falling apart, her passion for her work na matagal na niyang hinintay at inasam, her relationship with her bestfriend who wants nothing but the best for her, her lies , her family and above all her love for her Father, our God.
I cried coz i dont want to see her failing, I cried coz im the reason why . . . and Im her SIN. The worst part is, alam kong ako na nga yung SIN, lalo ko pang dinidiin sarili ko. So much for “it would have been better”, so much for
” sana kung na meet lang kita dati pa”. Now, i need to do the work, i dont want to see her cry anymore, MINAHAL ko tong babaeng to and i dont want to see her falling apart just like that.
Then we hugged each other. In my mind, there is this clear definition of her now,and its been there always, of what I’m going to do next. ” I don’t wanna loose this woman”. The gladiator in me is raring to come out when love and failures collide.
It started with a kiss . . . thanks it ended with a kiss.
I love her and i will always will.
