THOR made me cry
The week was quite uneasy . Apart from work, been discovering a lot of new revelations these past few days.
Last night, an old friend who is here in Manila for a one week vacation called me. She asked me if i could join her hubby drink the night out. They had been living in Australia for quite some time na and so kelangan din naman nyang mag relax since living in a foreign country is different here in the Philippines. Perfect timing, coz i really wanna get drunk this weekend. And so i said “hell yes”. So i drove her hubby and a friend to my favorite spot here in Manila. I found Oli, my friends hubby real nice. We discussed our favorite subject, “music”. He also plays the guitar. So madali kaming nag jell together with my other friend. I was able to get home by 4 am. Lucky for me coz i consumed more than the average amount of alcohol i should have. Wala namang gasgas yung “kuliglig” ko, haha.
Woke up at 10 am, and after my usual routine of checking e-mails, stalking some FB friends and reading those ridiculous Facebook shoutouts, i decided to watch a movie at MOA. I was a bit surprise na lahat ata ng palabas sa MOA ay THOR. Though i was looking for something “feel good movie” , i decided to grab a ticket for THOR. Actually I am a SuperHero Movie Fanatic. Lahat ata ng super heroes movies wala akong pinalampas kahit isa. Minsan nga pati Captain Barbell sa TV pinapanood ko, haha.
At first i thought THOR is an ordinary super hero movie. But it was not. Halfway sa movie, i was teary eyed. I dunno, but there is a scene there which just caught me. And so i didnt blink an eye throughout the movie. It was wonderful to be mesmerized again by cinematic special effects with such gigantic proportions. But other than that, the movie just caught me. At the end of the movie i was crying. Buti na lang madilim at walang nakakakita. Kasi kung hinde sasabihin nila “Pambihira naman to, tao ba to? Umiiyak e action super hero yung pelikula”. The movie ended with these lines . THOR : Can you see Jane ? THE EYE : Yes I can see Jane THOR: What is she doing? THE EYE : Shes searching for you. . . THE END
But of course Jane is being played by Natalie Portman. I am a Natalie fan eversince. First time na mapanood ko sya sa movie na THE PROFESSIONAL, di ko na sya nilubayan kakatingin hehehe. Yup i did watch THE BLACK SWAN siempre but thats another story.
And so after watching the movie there is this thought na naglalaro sa utak ko. Could it be possible na somewhere in between our universe, there is this someone who is watching me. Could it be possible na there is a duplicate of me at some other time beyond our time. Could it be possible to live another life after death. I was beginning to re-ask myself who really controls everything. Who really sees us what we are doing.
Napaka misteryoso talaga ng buhay. ITs not just like chocolates after all. I am on my 40′s now. Sooner or later, i know that i have to END. How can you really live a LIFE if sa kokonting panahon na lang na natitira sa buhay mo gugulin mo pa sa galit. KUng nakakapag create ka ng friendship, why do you have to unfriend anyone. Why? Especially kung importante sa yo ang tao.
Then i remembered my favorite movie of all time, Youve Got Mail and this scene.
Kathleen Kelly: Well, who fights about that?
Joe Fox: Well, some people. Not us.
Kathleen Kelly: We would never.
Joe Fox: If only.
Kathleen Kelly: I gotta go…
Joe Fox: Well, let me ask you something. How can you forgive this guy for standing you up and not forgive me for this tiny little thing of… of putting you out of business?
Then after eating my burger and fries, dumaan ako sa grocery. Ill be cooking Adobo today, myAdobo, ill prepare dinner for my family. But before that, ill be mailing someone. Thank you God, you Hammered me again.

